rant

hellooooooooo....
so i decided to post again because i am utterly bored studying HRM. And last week there were a few thoughts going through my mind about friends and family and the whole relationship thing.
I have been thinking about my dear friends and realised how much they have changed since high school. There are some who are so distant to me now and some which I am kind of friends with. There are some who I don't like or I want to avoid as much as possible because I just don't like their person, what they do and the more I think about it, it's just ew. Anyways, this is my usual rant, I always think about my friends and I'm feeling the alienation from them because I don't hang around with them as much. They may think I'm weird or I'm such a bad friend which I myself think so too, but I just like staying at home rather than going to their outings, dinners and whatevers. It's just oh-so boring. Especially that night, I hate it when those two guys are there (don't wanna name ppl) cause it's just arrrghhh....they are such losers, they don't speak, they just sit there and think they're so cool. So what's cool for me? I have no idea yet. Probably just spending time at home. Omg yes I'm so boring. But I like it like that :)